Hard for me these days, to settle down with things. Those tool that meant to make life easier and more productive, making me feel horrible. Its equally hard to get rid of these technologies because its so wired into my system, that it is acting like an extension ( wow! Steve Jobs made iphone with that very idea ). Its an overused, is it less complicated to use phone than brain? text rather talk?. I should see its use, rather than misusing it…
I don’t want to be jack of all trades, but i can’t help it nowadays. Change come to me! Am too lazy to change myself and be master of one thing.
Its better to pursue my dreams in the time i put in making someone understand me. Don’t expect anything, start doing things for nothing for others. Happiness is in doing things, than collecting rewards.
I have some habits which need more than simple tweaking to get rid off. Yeah, habits about which am so pissed off.
Today, i heard about 5-second rule, and Let’s see its magic!
Surgery paper 2
Old habits die hard. Yeah, am in kinda Same situation again and again. Inability to give away things or trying to make things fall in place, desperately. This is not the right time to do it or its ok, to do this how i do it. Exam time is making me go mad at myself. Questions pop up every now and then, ‘Who am I?’ ‘Why are you here?’, am like yeah, i cant really get and answer for it, rather i will study a question for the exam. Its alright. It happens during these times. I can do anything with help of the one who strengthens me, to him i give everything, in him i believe. Whoever am, its all his plan, am here to do his job. Chill my mind and focus, my part is not yet over for the exam…
I really don’t know am being mad stating that, it does. So far, so good in my exams. 3 paper over! Everything was tight around here so far. Papers were very easy and me messing it up in the end, yeah. Hope things go like this for the rest of the season. This phase is…one to keep. My strengths and weaknesses fully exposed to myself. Am loving this, and liking every inch of this.
Surgery paper 1
Life is all about learning, doing mistakes and correcting it. I was not born perfect, so i got to tell myself its too early to give up, everytime. I can do anything, all that matters is will to do it. If there is a will, there will always be a way of doing it. Keep my eyes wide open and ears sharp is important!