Regrouping thoughts

So, It happened to be one of those days where I end up thinking about myself, trying to get myself together. It all happened when I had brought out things that was suppose to be a secret, the conversation carried on to some years and climbed up, that one commented, indirectly how intolerable I were in real. From breaking trust, hurting someone to ending up knowing how things are in real world out there.

It was easy to escape saying its all subjective getting hurt, and it has got nothing to do with me, on whatever I say… But where is my tongue ties? what is all about these loose talks?. Its not that, I should be shutting my mouth starting at this moment, learning to draw line between words that feel good and those that makes people feel bad is what I should be trying.

Its not important for anyone to tolerate me, but people should not just blindly comment am intolerable. Whatever made them say it, got to have a reason, which I have to deal as an immediate priority…



A moment of silence to all the souls i quit looking to… You have been great all the way long, but your ignorance never make any sense to me… 



Death is inevitable part of life. Like birth, it will happen for sure. Life is all that i have to design inbetween these two likely events. Living in constant though about death is nothing better than dead, but to live for others till death is a different game… that gives meaning to life, my breath.



Hard for me these days, to settle down with things. Those tool that meant to make life easier and more productive, making me feel horrible. Its equally hard to get rid of these technologies because its so wired into my system, that it is acting like an extension ( wow! Steve Jobs made iphone with that very idea ). Its an overused, is it less complicated to use phone than brain? text rather talk?. I should see its use, rather than misusing it…