This is like the final leg of transition. Last step towards reality. I need to put in a hell lot of me in this.
A moment of silence to all the souls i quit looking to… You have been great all the way long, but your ignorance never make any sense to me…
Is he back, seems like am getting back the long lost self. Fingers crossed.
Death is inevitable part of life. Like birth, it will happen for sure. Life is all that i have to design inbetween these two likely events. Living in constant though about death is nothing better than dead, but to live for others till death is a different game… that gives meaning to life, my breath.
I started to feel like my lord is the first and last place of life….
Hard for me these days, to settle down with things. Those tool that meant to make life easier and more productive, making me feel horrible. Its equally hard to get rid of these technologies because its so wired into my system, that it is acting like an extension ( wow! Steve Jobs made iphone with that very idea ). Its an overused, is it less complicated to use phone than brain? text rather talk?. I should see its use, rather than misusing it…
I don’t want to be jack of all trades, but i can’t help it nowadays. Change come to me! Am too lazy to change myself and be master of one thing.