Friends

What is ‘the wrong’ I do?

Questions up again! I feel like its something to do with me. 

When did it all started, god! I dont know, but friends, friendships is not my thing, i realise. 

Lemme think, ‘when did i make my first friend?’, i think i was so close to V back in 7th, he was so close to me and we had spent a lot of time together. Oops! I had copied a lot from him on class tests. I remember our spoken english classes where oua madam would ask us both to act out the conversation ( am bad at it still, this is a proof ), and miss had told once that, its the courage in us to stand infront and talk that made her call us everytime, yeah he was a great company back then. 

I lost track of him in 8th half, new friendship made? Oops! Yeah, i remember R kicking me out ( ofcourse, they were the toppers V & R and have the thing between them, i thot then ), why? I started acting weird, puberty?, Crush?, Yeah, that made him uncomfortable, he didnot like me having crush on S! That was the shortest crush i ever had… Or i don’t know, was it infatuation, very much. Not the person, but to the feeling of having someone like that. Anyway, it paved way for his exit, 

What might have been a good friendship, because of my ‘ignorance’ gone…( Yeah, i ignored. He did try to tell me, what is it with you, u should not do this, i think, i said ‘i do whatever i want with my life’ )… He was right in whatever decision he took back then. We were not how we used to be the rest of the 3years i spent there till 10th class. We shared the same classes though. I have seen him few number of times after 10th, but was it with me or with him, i don’t know. It never went back how it was before… Thats about V, the first friend i made, and was serious about keeping…and went crashing down… 

Thats my first entry to this series… 

On my last stalk on him, he is enjoying his medicine at a good college, so we are not that separated, will i our destinies converge???. Hope i dont offend him on our next meet…

And yeah, R i have a lot to tell about him, that is another big post all together…