Fed up…Not by this anymore!

Feeling like this after a long time…’being alien’… I don’t know how long i will handle this! So cold it gets, every night. No dawn is like ever before. Everything is a mess. 

Sometimes i think all that left to do is run run, run…Never look back. Not that i want to escape this, but i need to be free, free with my heart, mind. Light as a wind. Just float. I dream. That day is so close enough, yet too far and i have to do a lot before i set out.

One step at a time!!!